October 29, 2004

well well well ...

yup ... thats right ... no title to tell my mood ... cause I don't know how I'm feeling ... :( Yes it's sad I don't know ... well it all started last night ...
We were at the dance and I kept bugging Cody to dance with me and then he told me that if I got his girlfriend to agree to it then he would ... so I ask her and she said she didn't care so I go to him when the next slow slong comes around and he says that she told him that she said no ... well then me and my friend Trish went to his girlfriend about it and told her if Cody wants to dance with another girl then she might as well let him and then Trish went to mouth at Cody and he tells her that he was the one lieing and that he didn't want to dance with me in the first place cause I'm ugly and all this other stuff ... I got really mad and hit him for it. Then me and Tiffany went to the bathroom so I could cool down a bit and he comes after me ... why? I don't know and I'm sure if Tiffany hadn't held him off he woulda followed me in there and hit me ... scary thought eh? Man I'm still scared to think wut'll happen when I see him next ... Yah .. he didn't show up to school today ... probably because he saw me talking to a couple guys after that ... which after that it wasn't long before he left ...
The most screwed up part is ... is that I still like him ... gee I must be askin for it ... ugh!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what to do!! :'(

October 28, 2004

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Hey hows it goin? pretty good here ... only 10 minutes left in class today ... Aren't tests just wonderful ... hahaha ... this sucks : But anyway ... you might be wondering about my title ... well if I have time to explain it I will ... better yet this will be one of those posts that has two parts ... because I'm mean ... Anyways, here Part I!!!


Well this is going back to the last dance when I started liking this guy and now we're really close and I still like him and we flirt around a lot and yet he still doesn't like me and look at that! Theres part I and II into one sentence!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA aren't I nice? hehehee ... Woww ... I wrote all that in 1 minute ... wooooooooaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh thats short ... hehehehe ... well I'm gonna jet ... Have a blast where ever you are ... Oh and one more thing ...

I LOVE CODY!